It's nearly been 8 months now, I don't know what to say. I can't even tell you how much I cry everyday. I wear your jewellery around my neck but it just ties me to the pain. We knew you were going to leave us but you're never prepared for that day. Your birthday is coming up. How are you not going to be here for that day? We talk about you constantly but still I just don't know what to say.
I got my heartbroken by someone I never even got to call mine. I felt like a idiot for months. Humiliated. Ashamed. Until one day my therapist told me: “He gave you permission to love him.” And he did. And no matter how many times I try to share myself into believing it was never love…it always comes back. I did love him. I still do. It’s not pathetic that I allowed myself to fall for someone who made me feel safe. It was beautiful, and one day it will be beautiful again.
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When you love someone you want what's best for them and sometimes what's best for them isn't you.
💕 I want this 💕
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