Eat desert at the wrong time cheat the system
Head in the clouds
Dread has no boundaries
My heart closed as God's plan flows.
Tear drops stay stained like dew drops and a birds song.
Whistling..winging they sing a song thats familiar and this place seems similar.
Bewilderingly
Everything is the same yet different, and I stand in front of a crossroad with my crossbow trying to shoot the right shot.
Any shot I give it a shot
Hoping it's in the right direction
Feet on the ground
Hope my arrow.
Me a broken sparrow.
Sultry and sensual was she who embraced herself authentically
Eczema
The itch I have, yet can not scratch
For if I scratch the itch
It will lead to a series of uncontrollable scratching
Allowing me to glitch and open wounds
With no cognizant mind....
That I'm actually hurting myself
Followed by self-loathing as to why did I just do that
Opening wounds after would all to satisfy the 10min bliss of a
Itch..
That wanted to be scratched.
Similar to sex... That most can't deny...
They wonder why did I just do that.?
Cause 10minutes of bliss can fill the void of a father that left for bread and milk and...
His still coming back..
10minutes can make an empty vessel feel whole
10minutes of destruction could help uncover a foundation
10minutes does help a hole feel whole but 10min.
Is all I have to allow myself to self inflict and further no more
Cause 10minutes is all I have look over myself and clean my wounds.
10minutes is what he said it would it take..
For him to come home
10minutes is all I get to scratch the itch I got..
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Well there you go
So many looks but my eyes stay the same focused on you
“Breathe, until you remember how it feels to be alive.”
— Kai Masa