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Just realised I can totally get away with only eating half of some things at home without my boyfriend getting suspicious. Had a meal deal from Tesco for dinner and only had to eat the whole small thing of sushi, but could get away with only eating half the bag of crisps I bought
Still not great… but less calories is less calories
I have a massive fear that no one actually likes me, rather everyone is just politely tolerating me hoping I leave them alone
My main problem is definitely boredom. I crave food so much when I’m bored… it’s still easier when my boyfriend isn’t around though
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i am completely fine in an “i have been mentally unwell for years” kinda way
To The Bone (2017) dir. Marti Noxon
Anyone else have any idea? I’m 5’10, btw
Other issue is I don’t even know what weight I would actually have a properly flat stomach at
I’ve literally been overweight since I was a kid
Other issue is I don’t even know what weight I would actually have a properly flat stomach at
I’ve literally been overweight since I was a kid
The need to look like this is actually killing me…
Mainly because I know it won’t happen anytime soon 😭 even if I restrict and fast as much as I can, it’s still gonna take time. Ugh, this sucks
(Pictures found on Pinterest)
why do i only love myself when im starving
reminder that even if you have an ED, it’s not okay to fat/food shame others.
my biggest fear is being like my mother
I really cannot wait until the 24th when I can just fast for like two full days and restrict the rest of the week as well because he’ll be back at work
There’s so many shoutouts to mentally ill people who still manage to succeed at school or work and it’s not that they don’t deserve praise and respect, but here’s to the mentally ill people who
Get bad grades
Fail classes
Dropped out of school
Lost their job
Are unemployed
Are on welfare benefits
Rely economically on family members or a partner
Your worth isn’t defined by how productive you are or whether you live up to society’s demands and expectations and you are just as worthy of respect and compassion as the mentally ill person who juggles a university education with a full time job.
Fuck whoever got my 10yr account deleted.
I guess help me get my followers back 😮💨
I genuinely don’t know how I’m gonna survive this next week while he’s off before he starts his new job on the 24th 😫 can’t fast until then & can’t really restrict much either… I hate this… ugh
i promise ur still making progress ☆ even if u ate 1200 cals n opened tumblr to someone ashamed of eating 300.... all progress is progress and u are still in a deficit. if ur in a deficit U WILL LOSE WEIGHT <3333
me? constantly afraid of being abandoned and replaced? hell yes
sorry for looking like i just cried for an hour. it’s just that i cried for an hour
Also ate wayyy more of the Chinese takeout than I’d originally planned 😅 at least I haven’t eaten anything else today though… I guess…
The walk was only like 5,000 steps 🤦🏼♀️
When you use him getting home early from work as an excuse to go for a long walk together 😊
And burn some calories before Chinese 😫
When you use him getting home early from work as an excuse to go for a long walk together 😊
And burn some calories before Chinese 😫
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Weight loss spell to lose 20+ lbs by July
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yeah mom im ok i just dont want to be alive haha