Machines

Domesticated computers will eat a disc right out of someone’s hand but wild computers are too shy you have to leave the disc on the ground and let it walk over to it and eat it itself

wells

in the darkness of my mind I'm unraveling

and also dean never understands sam as a person, he only sees them as parents see their children. Not as another human capable of decisions, and containing thoughts, but as a being that will make mistakes and needs to be protected. He never saw sam’s addiction for what it was, his coping mechanism, but saw it as a fuck up from foolish choices. He never came out of thinking how anything sam does is just a bad decision, that he could have prevented. ANd he does go fucking things up to take control whenever given the chance, like killing whichever ‘monster’ sam decided was just as human as them. He never understand’s sam’s arch on having demon blood in him and first thinking of purifying himself of it and then embracing it and battling in between. It’s the same war crime parents commit on their kids. Like zero empathy space, because they are “children” and don’t know what they are doing, and god forbid they have “thoughts of their own” that are not “phases”. The whole toxic shit goes so much both ways and that’s why siblings aren’t supposed to be in the parenting dynamic.

still fucked up about the fact that sam started the series without like. Knowing dean. in dead in the water sam’s comment about dean caring about the kid - “who are you and what have you done with my brother?” and deans subsequently offended yet defeated face; sam knows dean like a child knows a parent, not really at all, distorted and incomplete, as figure and not person

u’v all heard of dean the whore with a heart of gold, but now hear of castiel thee girlboss with a heart of kindness.

List of transgressions on Castiel's Crimingel(Criminal Angel) Record that got him Lobotomized (no order)

Stepping on the first fish that crawled onto land

Fucking the micheal sword (fine, simping 4 the micheal sword & attempting to sabotage the Grand Plan by warning him about the 66 seals)

Attempting to stop the crucifucation of Jesus

Dating Jesus

Vandalising the Earth (crop circles & geoglyphs are just enochian swear words & shit like "God can kiss my ass" & "Ishim is an incel". The White Horse of Huffington is actually a lewd drawing of Naomi)

Planning a coup when heaven refused to intervene during the Great Flood

Trying to pet Unicorns in his true form, accidentally killing them all

Planning a coup when heaven refused to intervene during the Mahabharat

The Tom Sawyer Incident*

Planning a coup when heaven refused to intervene when the Europeans started building ships

Hanging out in black holes (they are forbidden)

*[in 1978, Castiel stole the soul of Tom Sawyer right before its deliverance to hell, where Anubis determined it belonged, & smuggled it into heaven in an act of morbid academic curiosity. It was dubbed to be the "height of [Castiel's] insolence", & his punishment was severe. Tom's trip to heaven contaminated his soul balance, & he had to be sent back to earth. He died again almost 30 years later. He went to heaven.]

last keypad of the day, in tabulating menu, sweeter pitch, guess song

me.

people can hate doom scrolling and yes yes sense. go wiggle your toes. clouds and sunshine are nice. rolling in grass and hoarding pebbles seems is joyful and these papers need to be folded or scribbled over. numbers and words are very productive i see. 

but ,honestly the internet is so beautiful. its good to delve deep. find those oyesters.

goto go make origami for my rocks to look at.

"One Month of Sun"

Get lost in the beauty of our star with Seán Doran’s film “One Month of Sun”. Constructed from more than 78,000 NASA Solar Dynamics Observatory images, the video shows solar activity from August 2014. (Image and video credit: S. Doran, using NASA SDO data; via Colossal) Read the full article

rain. i lyk rain.

cause im a pebble,  I grew up in the remains of a swamp, the rain always feels like home to me.