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A gun
A quick escape
To exit this thing called life
My Brain can’t take no more
Every day I force a smile
For what?
For fuck all
My head can’t think no more
I don’t want be on this place called earth
I want be dug deep in the ground
Out of this crazy life
Where there is no escape
From my self .
It’s a mess.
I give up fighting the urge everyday
To just end this shit.
For real.
If I had trigger
I wouldn’t hestatie
To know it would be over within a blink
It’s the perfect escape .
It’s lucky I don’t owe one
Or I would be in a place I call home .
Heaven .
Away from this nightmare
I can’t escape.
Please lord give me strength not
To put a end to my own light.
I don’t know why you placed me upon this life
And have me air to breathe
Every night
I ask why ?
What is my purpose to you under this dark light
Maybe the easy way out
People will say
But there don’t know the state of my mind .
It’s hard to cooperate
When all I see around me is snakes
I’m done with life .
Even the ones who claim to love me
Can’t see what is doing to the insides of me.
Life is a joke
No one gives a flying fuck
That my brain is turning into sticky glue
With words I can’t relate to .
Just tired of the pain my mind plays daily
I would rather live in a zoo
Then play this game of 2.
Hate is a strong word
But belive me when I say I hate this earth.
It’s full of devils
Ain’t no angels here
Just a fuckin game of tug .
I ain’t got the strentgh to pull
The fucker to my side no more.
Years of fighting with my own
To now just want be put in a hole.
I’ve learnt to accept it’s the only place
Im going be at rest
With my crazy soul.
I’m close to admit
The fucker has won .
@trueemotions91
Law and order
What the hell has happened
You all want the same thing
Peace love and harmony.
We just want freedom
To explore our own minds
To walk across the land
We was giving for free.
We stand with hands in the air
Chanting we just want to be heard
While your stood on the line,
Distorted face , a devils eye.
We was placed upon earth
By your mother and mine
I was giving life , by a wife ,
But I did not choose
To be put upon this world
Which is falling apart in front of me.
I did choose to have a mind
Not to be controlled by the side ,
But to many sheep are falling for the governments lie.
Your hitting innocent humans
While you glare with your power
Think your better then any other .
I don’t disrespect you job
But why do you defend the slobs
And not your job
Which is to protect your family and mine.
Not to use the bat
Given you to by the mighty rats
To a innocent man without a hat
We have no weapons , just a voice
We beg you can hear ,
But we know we fall upon deaths ears .
If we was to bring shields , bats and the world
You would be the ones running for the hills.
We out do the majority of you
But we still carry nothing
We don’t throw stones ,
Our hands are clean
We don’t carry a gun
Just a empty thumb.
We can all play games , believe me so,
But you lock the most powerful men in a zoo,
If them wild animals were let out ,
Your power would no longer be felt
As they would out do the devil in you.
We unite as one with out any cause
Millions of us , face off demons
Who won’t let us become one.
We are told violence is wrong
And we agree can’t you see
It’s just me .
I have no riot gear, My skin is my armour ,
A shield is my face , as I have nothing to hide ,
I don’t carry a baton , I carry a lantern ,
To show you the light , in the darkest point of your life.
I bring my energy , you carry a taser
To zap the life
Straight out of me .
We beg you to see
We are peaceful in this sweet lullaby
We only want to be free.
@trueemotions91
I see him everywhere
He smiles at me in the air,
He whispers me lullabies when I’m scared
Keeps the monsters from out my head ,
He holds me when I’m cold
Squeezes harder when I’m warm,
He just knows how , I liked to be hold
Ain’t a secret that could not be told .
I would trust him with my life
But I’m not to sure about a wife .
He is gentle , I know that so
But he is also very powerful .
Would he scare her gentle soul
I honestly don’t know .
@trueemotions91
Warning - I’m not sure if some people will take this I’m ignorant which I’m far from , just easiest way for me to explain a voice in my head so please do not take it personal anyone ! Just enjoy !
Lost young soul ,
Life is low , life is high ,
We have to just ride the tide. ❤️
The biggest challenge in life
Is learning to live , with the voice inside ,
Sometimes he roars and sometimes he whispers,
He’s trapped inside
Constantly taking you on a mad ride
It’s your call to reply
But before you do
Just listen
To what he is speaking
He may drive you crazy and make you hate
Every aspect of life ,
But their is a message hidden deeper then your imagantion ,
But the voice is they for a reason
Even if invisible on the other side
It’s the man inside
trying to make you recognise
I know you want it to go and he won’t shut up
But please just go with the flow
Don’t think the words that are going Through your head
Are a representation of yourself ,
Thats way to far , even for his control ,
That voice is a reckoning
The only way your inside can get you to listen to your true calling
Maybe not in the words you need
But this is where you have to be smart
Our brains are dangerous
The damage is strong
As no other can hear the song ,
He may play you some fucked up lullabies
And make tears come into your eyes
But I promise that’s not you breaking
That’s your soul accepting ,
The voice is usually your own well being ,
Calling for some help , from deep within yourself ,
He is nothing to be scared of
He is invisible , a voice all alone ,
But you can’t let him take control,
You have the power to show him differ ,
befriend that voice in your head ,
make him work for his chatter
we were born wild and free but
our imagantion always runs quicker
then our own two feet ,
So sometimes you need to breathe , it’s all just a release
Its a craft , and once you make the art ,
That voice won’t be a burden, he will be working on your behalf .
@trueemotions91