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I've had trauma since a long time since childhood, when I was younger I used to be creative and explorative, but something eventually has changed, I stopped thinking of rash decisions and for me this hell became objective reality. Everything seemed to be nihilistic, there was no hope or meaning to persevere, it felt for long like a trap and it still feels that way. I became a person who was desperate for a hope, for something to prove me wrong. But I was always proven not, in fact I became naive and cruel at the same time, because for me it was life and death option. I needed some reassurance this world is good and not birthed from bestial malice. At the end, I was never wrong about a damn thing.

However, even though being objective gives you kinder better understood perspective on life, it is not good. You find a perfect answer, after that you become stale. It seems in this world there is no happy ending, when you reach "it" you will end with despair again. You may try any path, and you will always end with the same despair. I am not sure if it actually implies to human perception everywhere, but somewhere deep I was irritated that everyone "got it" except for me, like everyone knew how to get away with evil except for me who was real dumb chump. Even at school, everybody knew how to cheat during final exam papers and did so. Except for me and one other jewish classmate. Everybody knew how to properly bully others. But I haven't been perse "brave" as much as logical, as long as I can read it it's not scary. So I played smart. And unfortunately, it has messed me up. Objectively, sole way to win life is to die for my conclusion.

Human perception is birthed of flaws since leaving the Eden, there is no real way any longer to win. Perception is doomed to fall.

Yet, I never once acknowledged that I did have happy moments, but it has never felt to me because the life kept going and it made me feel like I am outpaced all the time. Maybe, that sense of security from objective point of view is something I must let go off somehow. I honestly have no clue how scary the world is without logic, but logic has never managed to cure it. I believe you and I got scammed into believing it did and had false hopes for technology.

But hey, knowing this it is very possible that human livestocks will genuinely happen in far future. Oh well, we can't stop it from happening. Visit churro.

First meeting in Accumula town actually went like this lol

(Inspired by this image djfjsj)

Big Groups

Am I the only person who doesn’t like big groups? It’s so easy to be and feel excluded, even if it’s not intentional and it makes me really anxious but I can’t say anything cause then I seem like I’m overreacting or being a drama queen and no one relates. It doesn’t help being an ambivert- one moment I’m like OH YEAH FRIENDS WHOOO GET WREKT’’and then suddenly ‘ çan I go home yet please I feel really uncomfortable’

Nicole was my second college gf. I met her at the strip club where she worked. I went in with a friend during the day shift. We were the only customers. Me and Nicole started talking and I just thought it was regular stripper talk. She was really sexy. A 5’ 3” girl with big blue eyes, long curly blond hair, and a tanned and perfectly toned little body. All the strippers were college girls I came to find out. And there were lots of beauties. As hot as Nicole was she wasn’t even top 3 out of the about 20 girls that worked there. It was crazy. I told her I had to leave to go to work, she asked where, and I told her the travel lodge hotel. So we said our good byes and that was that. Or so I thought.

I was sitting at the front desk for a few hours when in walked Nicole. She walked right up and asked me if I had a gf. I said no - even though I did. My gf is hot. And so is Nicole. I’m only 21 i thought. Why not hang out with a hot 18 year old very forward stripper.

Fast forward 6 months and I lost my previous gf, and have now banged about 8 strippers in various group sex type situations. Life was good. The best part is that it was Nicole who was getting me laid so often. Her and her friends loved to fuck.

One day Nicole came home and told me she had a foursome with a friend from work and two guys they met at a party. Well, i was shocked by her nonchalant candor, but I could hardly get mad since I’ve had so many other girls. But something strange happened. I asked for details. I started to get a hard on while she was telling me the details. She was telling me about how she sucked his cock, and I just started pulling her clothes off. I told her to keep telling me the story while I undressed her. She did. I pulled my cock out for her to suck as I asked her questions about the night before. She would pull my cock out of her moth to answer. Then she started to tell me how they switched partners. I had to fuck her now. She told me I was the thirds guy she fucked in the past 8 hours. That made my cock even harder. Then she told me about how she was on her hands and knees eating her friend out. About how she thought one guy was fucking her from behind when she noticed the guy she thought was fucking her now had his dick in her friends mouth. They had switched and she didn’t even notice or care. I kept fucking her used pussy. I told her “you’re such a slut”, and she said “yeah, but you like it” and with that I unloaded a missive load Into her pussy.

I felt a little shame that I got so turned on by the thought of my gf being such a whore. But we were just getting started.

A few night later I was out with a friend from work. We were at the local meat market. The girls were dressed slutty and I was getting drunker and harder by the second. I was wondering what my chances are of getting laid in the club when all of a sudden I remembered I had a stripper gf at work like 5 blocks away. Without much thought I turned to Eric and said “I know a girl we can both fuck”. He asked who. I said she she’s a stripper at Night Moves. He quickly agreed we should go.

On the way there we talked about how it would go down. How we would get her to fuck us. Turns out we prolly overthought it. It was getting late. I doubted she would even be at work still. We pulled into the parking lot and walked toward the door when all of a sudden she comes walking out. We almost missed her, but there she was. Smiling from ear to ear. Still dressed in an outfit from work.

I told her we wanted to hang out. And with that we all loaded into her car and went to my apartment. We sat on the couch talking, with me in the middle. I leaned in and started kissing Nicole. She kissed me back affectionately. Then I started to pull her shirt up and she stopped me. With a smile she asked “what are you doing”? All of a sudden I started to doubt our chances. But I simply replied “nothing” with a smile, and continued to pull her shirt off. She let me this time and I knew I was about to give my gf 2 cocks that night. It was confirmed again when I went to pull her shorts off and she raised her hips to make it easier. My cock was so hard.

I laid her on the L part of the sofa and noticed Eric already had his clothes off. I pulled mine off too while Eric made out with my gf. I positioned myself between her legs and rubbed the tip of my cock all over her clit. They just kept kissing. I slid my cock in and Nicole let out a moan as she kissed my friend. I was fucking her good while she kissed Eric and jacked him off with her free hand. It was a nice site. Then I pulled out and went to the other side of her head while Eric took my place between her legs. She took my cock into her mouth while Eric stuffed his fat cock into my girlfriends tiny pussy. What a sight. Eric was long stroking her pussy while she moaned on my cock. This went on for a while till I rolled her over onto her hands and knees. I got behind Nicole while Eric fed her his cock from the front. I pounded away while I watched her head bob up and down in Eric’s lap. The sight of this drove me crazy. I had to spin her around. She quickly took my soaked cock into her mouth. Cleaning all her juices off. Now Eric was really fucking her hard. The muffled moans and slurping on my cock was just too much. Soon i was unloading into her moth. She sucked me dry.

For some reason everything kinda stopped after I came. Whatever I thought. We all got dressed and I told Nicole she should give Eric a ride back to his car. Which she did. While she was gone i sat here reliving what had just happened. Damn that was awesome. I wanted more. Nicole finally got back and I was hard again. I jokingly asked her if she gave Eric a kiss goodbye. She said she sucked his cock in the parking lot. I asked why? She said “because he never got to cum” I thought that was nice of her, and hot, and slutty. She reminded me that she hadn’t come ether. And with that she rode my cock while we talked about what a slut she was.

The next morning she asked “did you guys have that planned out last night?” Not wanting her to think I would do something like that I said “no, why?” To which she replied “I wouldn’t have cared if you did”.

That answer stuck me. Did she just say she doesn’t mind me offering her up to random guys for group sex?

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My sister and I have a mutually beneficial agreement. I take her and her friends to the beach to work on their tans, and I get unlimited access to their hot, young bodies anytime, anywhere and I can creampie them as much as I want.

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