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Zodiac incense sticks.

I feel unsteady, like my mind.

Rosé wine is sweet with such a pretty color. Every night there's a glass of it on the table accompanying me while I'm taking a bath. I've definitely got everything I need at night. Jeff Buckley's voice soothes me deeply, helping me to relax my body in the warm water. As a matter of fact, when I'm at this time of the day I don't think of anything at all, really. So even now I close my eyes and start dreaming.

My baby boy has come to me, opening up to me and confessing every single problem he has to me.

I'm waiting for him with my arms wide open. He lays his head on my breast and starts silently whimpering.

I just love it when he cries in my arms. I love it when he is vulnerable in front of my eyes, in my presence. Because, it's me he seeks help from. And I am always here to give it to him. What can a woman do when her man comes back home destryoed from the army?

I don't cook for him. In truth, I don't even know how to properly cook. That's a long story for another day.

Without him having gotten in our neighborhood, I just feel his presence. I immediately get out of the hosue and wait for him at my frontyard. I look at his car from afar. I listen to the sound of his car and just that brings shivers to the back of my neck. He sees me waiting for him and impatiently speeds up his pace.

Oh, how much he has changed.

He stops his car in front of me and rapidly gets out of the car. He comes up to me and looks down at me. I study his face and his body. I inhale his musty, masculine perfume. What a bliss that brings into my belly. I instantly got the heebie jeebies.

Looking up at him I notice that he's got tears in his eyes. All my nervousness disappears and I wrap my hands around his body.

I could never get tried of his affection. Or of his beautiful voice. Or of his body. Of anything really.

This is never over.

Thank you for reading this. I'm really grateful of my inspiration that always comes from Jeff Buckley, Jim Morrison, Nirvana or Aerosmith. It is really hard to write sometimes because I've had too many ideas lately and I didn't really have the guts to organze them. But, I tried nonetheless.

hope you enjoyed this!!!!

K.M.

If everybody lived like that  economy would collappse, society would not be stable..."  i hear this so often...and it makes me the odf one out in my small town and in my family .

tbh: a diffrent society  and  the end of economy as it is now wouldn't be that bad  in my opinion.

I love  spirituality,art and  crafting. I believe that  life is than  just work We don’t want kids. I work only part time to have time  for my partner, to take care for a loved one with dementia, for my art and spiritual  progress.

No interest in owning a house, car  or other status symbols. Only buying what i absolutly need  , having hobbies that requiere no money ( walking, yoga, reading books from the libary...)

My peace and  feeling  fullfilled is my  top priority. ...and obvisouly that's going against the capitalist doctrine.I once read the sentence: " happy people are the nightmare of economists bc the don't need so much stuff anymore!" My goal in live since then is to be the absolute nightmare if this people.