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Tw : vent . . . I dont know what the heck im doing rigth now , i love but i hate doing art i get withouth energy so easely and i cant help but compare myself to others, i have soo many w.i.p’s that i cant get myself to finish and soo many complete projects that i cant get myself to post because of how bad i think it is , lately i dont have energy for almost nothing, put effort in school , play my favorite games heck i dont have te energy to even eat i eat at mos two times a day because i dont have the energy to do it , im soo tired recentely that even my teachers started to notice but my classmates dont give a break soo much soo i had to call the principal to make something about it because i cant do nothing withouth getting picked on for it and when i talk Back to them they get angry at me saying I have to respect them to be respected while the pick on me since we are little kids , i changed my hole personality just so they would like me but for them is never enough everything i do is wrong , i understand i have my problems but i try my best to be a sweet person thing you can ask the few people that are my friends yet they still say im anoying, talk too loud ( im not very good at controling my voice volume/tone and have bad hearing thing they have known for ages since im on the same school since im 2 ) , that i need to talk less ( i very rarely talk because people dont really give me that opotunity often soo when they let me talk about things i know or like i get very exited since i know a lot of things because im very curious) and at that point i dont even know what to do since this is not even my worst proble , at that point internet is my only safe space and im dissociating , daydreaming or sleeping more than half of the time
Man if I had any money.
If schools taught us programming languages instead of Spanish,French,German languages I'd be fucking millionaire right now.
Teachers: Have a nice weekend!
Also teachers: *gives shit ton of assignments*
One hour long online classes do be sucking out my motivation and energy and giving me headaches.