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Some months back while I was walking down the highway in the pouring rain just for something to do.
And an ambulance drove past me which isn't a strange occurrence because of the state I live in. There's a lot of violence and drugs use here.
And I stopped on the shoulder to let the ambulance pass without worrying about me jumping in front of it because that has actually happened. And I don't know what possessed me to do this but I waved at them. And I watched in horror as the driver's face went pale and his face just dropped while he was looking at me.
About twenty or thirty feet down the road towards the hospital they slowed down and turned off the emergency lights.
For those who don't know that means the patient has passed in the ambulance and they're too far from the hospital to continuing resuscitating you. It happens the most with D. N. R patients.
And this paramedic has had some kind of grudge against me since then because everything he passes me. I get the rudest looks for him.
Pardon the back ground. I had already walked a couple miles and I was passing through a trailer park.
Not the best outfit and I lost my belt at the time.
Getting scrutinized by a police helicopter while listening to the apparition by sleep token was not on my bingo card.
A guy that I'm fairly familiar with kept reving his engine up and down the road while I was trying to journal and after about the fifth pass he finally got the highway patrol's attention.
So after getting pulled over he waited until the cop was halfway to his car, this man peeled out and flew down the highway.
And I wish I was joking but seven cars went after him. Quiet a few sheriffs but a few highway patrol's. And then I don't know if he crashed or he caused the crash but two cars collided right by a school and a ambulance and fire truck was sent out there.
A police helicopter was issued to help find the guy and it flew so low to inspect me I got hit with some rotor wash which felt quiet nice because I was cooking in the humidity. So that's fine.
A bagel with mixed berry cream cheese. And a single chicken strip. I eat its two brothers before I took this picture. Red bell pepper with some sauce. A doughnut I was given and some salami. Paired with some mango tea.
Im well aware that my eating has slowed down and so has my nutritional intake. But I have food plans for tomorrow. I just didn't have time to eat because I spent two hours filling out important medical documents while my nephew was tearing the house apart and everyone needed to be in the kitchen for something shaking the table I was writing on and that on top of my hand tremor made it nearly impossible to get anything done.
It's just my family stressing me out too much to function properly. And that's not even the craziest part. I'll share that in another post.
Some pictures I took of the sun hitting deferent things.
TW.
I had a cosmic brownie, a strawberry shortcake and barbecue onion rings. I got back from the store and I survived my mother. I'm fully aware that I'm not eating healthy and I'm trying to get back on track. I have plans for more healthy meals tomorrow.
It was a long day of her acting like it was her first day of modern society and kept saying embarrassing and out of pocket things. Plus she kept nearly running in to me and shoulder checking me all because she was mad at my father. I'm preparing to move out but for now I'm still here mostly out of obligation to my siblings.
Plus she called me fat and hinted at me eating too much and that's why this tiny bag of cereal wasn't going as far. I personally will not be touching it after that.
The urge to binge those delicious chicken tenders hit me like a train but I know I'll regret it and the. want to purge. I'm just going to lay down and hopefully fall asleep.
I saved a baby bird yesterday. Found it below the nest and I called a wildlife preserve and the guy on the phone helped me figure out how to handle it. After we had a good laugh about it trying to bite me. I scoped it up in my coat to keep it warm because it was missing a ton of feathers. The bird had been throwing dud eggs out for a while and I guess the baby wanted to join.
My first two walls after being sick for over a month. I'm not a hundred percent but I'm getting there.
Tomato soup with egg noodle. Coconut water with pulp and sparkling water. What I didn't photograph was the two pieces of homemade cake. The three chocolate chip cookies. The random pieces of bread and the four marshmallows I eat straight out of the bag. And the concerning amount of pasta I've eaten all week. I need to go shopping so I've just been scrounging. I did eat a bit more sugar then I probably should have but I refuse to feel bad about it. I'm enjoying getting my appetite back after being sick.
Some toast I didn't finish, hibiscus tea, some pasta with tomato sauce with extra onion and garlic, stale bread but it still tastes fine, steamed eggs with spinach, and cherry blossoms tea.
I hope everyone is doing well. I just wanted to say I appreciate everyone who likes or interacts with my posts. It means a lot.
Ignore the nail polish, my girl friend wanted to match and her man didn't want to. I don't think he likes me very much but the feeling is mutual.
Homemade sauce and meatballs with store bought noodles. Lemon water and candied lemon peels.
I made different soups and a begal with cottage cheese and some cereal. Most of these pictures have to been taken one the 10th and 11th.
I had some decaffeinated tea on the right and some homemade chia seeds pudding with half a banana.
Not the ideal meal but I was incredibly busy.
By the way if you enjoy drinking tea especially loose leaf tea I highly recommend you try this brand. It's my new personal favorite.
I'm alive and my whole house is sick again. But I made food.
I had rose tea, a spinach salad. Some pot roast with carrots and potatoes with a side of stuffing. And lastly butter noodles with soy sauce.
I was on the move the whole day and didn't have time. I had three gummies worms, a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. And Gatorade from a quick trip and peach water.
raspberry pancakes, ham and steamed eggs. Plus a bag of sour candy.
A white tailed doe with her fawn and yearling.
I absolutely loved watching them grow over the years. Unfortunately the young buck in this photo was struck by truck and passed.
It's not much but this is what I've eaten since the 25th. I also had a bowl of soup that I forgot to photograph.
I'll be posting more often now that I'm feeling better.
I take all my pictures myself.
I had honeyed bread and two wild berry poptarts for breakfast.
Walked a mile to and from to my local store and bought a smoothie, energy and a bag of licorice.
I don't recommend the licorice I only eat a few. The energy drink was delicious. The smoothie was okay.
I made me and a friend dinner. Steamed egg with spinach and carrots on the side. Plus one piece of ham.
I finished the day with a bowl of cereal and yogurt.
Lettuce and spinach salad with ranch and cheese. A piece of fried chicken seasoned with paprika, salt and pepper. Paired with hibiscus tea. I really enjoy loose leaf tea but it's so expensive.
Rice and chicken with chilli orange sauce. Pancakes with milk. The summer sausage paired with a bear claw and maple doughnut. A can of pineapple. A box of raisins. And the last bit of sausage.
It's all a bit random but I went shopping so I'll have healthier food to share next time.