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one of my ex-friends has 4n4 too so im lowkey motivated to be sk1nn13r than her to make her regret everything. like yes im skinnier than you bitch deal w it
when i watch my friend effortlessly not eat through most of the day and not even think about food meanwhile im constantly thinking about food and screaming at myself to not eat just to look just like them
tomorrow im fr locking in after my holidays i WILL be at least 59 kg
me after eating three rice cakes as if it's gonna do something after a small binge
i am a SLUT for protein up and go. you will NEVER catch me without multiple protein up and go's in my bag 😭
tweaking cause im eating like a normal person. i need to r3l4p53, and i need to quick.
WHY DID I GO OUT AGAIN WHEN I KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF IT
nah im so done with everyone and everything time to get worse
i hate having slim friends. its like two butterflies and a caterpillar side by side... but at least if im the caterpillar, i can evolve into a beautiful butterfly like them too!! ^_^
i hate eating after fasting because i can never stop honeymoon cycle plz come back I'll treat you right trust 🙁
i just realized i unintentionally recovered?? i stopped eating in a d1sord3rd way??? that's why i've been stuck in a plateau for two months??? DAWG WHAT THE FUCK IM SHOOTING MYSEKF
how my ass looks on the inside when my friend (52 kg) says she's fat in front of me (63 kg)
gang.... i love akira.!!! and amon!!!!! guys!!!!
hiii there!!! my names theo, im trans(masculine) with an ed . . i've lost like 16 kg since (late-) july and im still going!! i shitpost about this stupid ed a LOOOTTTT and amongst that will be my silly rambles of my silly willy babyboy amon (and akira too ig....) and also just devilman crybaby stuff in general ngl
im ALSO 13!!!! A MINOR!!! PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM MY BLOG IF YOU ARE OVER 18!!!
stats under the cut!! (along with like... general stuff maybe)
hw/starting weight: 79.9 kg (what the freak)
lw: current weight
current weight: 59.5 kg
gw1: 60 kg
gw2: 50 kg (HOPEFULLY BY THE END OF THIS YEAR GANG!!)
gw3: 45 kg
ugw: 40 kg!!! (HELL YEAH GANGY!!!)
silly stupid tags i use for my non ed content:
• theo lowkey be rambling
• theos life is super interesting!!
don't report. this is my safe space where i can spew what i want to randos who relate to me. if you feel triggered, just block me.
spo in celebration of getting under 50kg🥳
it’s been 3 days and i haven’t gained it back !! i’m at 49.6 now, although yesterday i was 49 so that 0.6 should just be water weight. i’m so happy !!
omfg, im skipping class and hiding in the bathroom and i can hear another girl doing the same. so its super quiet, and my fucking stomach growls SO LOUD and i just hear the rustling stop from the other girl.
anyone got a shovel? imma just start digging my grave
TW 3d
i haven't eaten all day and i'm SO PROUD OF MYSELF.
we're getting pizza for dinner as well so that's a guarantee i'm not eating that. worst case scenario i do a ch3w and sp!t
should we go for a 2 day fast?
edit- follow up question, do you end up swallowing a lot of the food from ch3w and sp!t? like is it the equivalent of 1 bite?
edit2- i got it forced down my throat 🥲 what a fun day i've been having
TW 3d
winter uniform is back, you know what what means... hiding in jumpers and stockings so you can st@rve without anyone realising and shocking everyone in a few months :))
should i pick up sm0k!ng to help with the hvnger? i've wanted to for a while, but obvs is bad for you, so is it worth it?
I hate my mind sometimes, why did I just have a dream I broke my fast, and I woke up all panicked, and guilty like I actually did.