With my friends we had a really philosophical discussion about : “would you like to live in outer space” . them and I tried to think on it and I came with this :
“The only thing I know is Earth, yeah I love looking at the stars, looking at the night sky wondering if we are alone, I love watching NASA documentaries about space and all that have a link with it, listening to people speaking about the Univers Mysteries, I think I would love to go to space but I know myself, I will be quickly homesick. Earth is a pretty good planet trying it’s best, as I do, to stay alive, it’s a beautiful place, I love all it’s features such as cloud, rain or trees, the animals and the seas…
“I don’t think I will be able to live in space, first for this reason, but it’s not the only one, then it’s also because I’m claustrophobic, living in a spaceship/station or in a base on an other planet with no easy ways to go home quickly would be a nightmare to me unless the planet have a breathable atmosphere, because that would mean we can be outside “safely” and whenever we want so, yeah, it would be easier. Finally because I would panic if a thing a little bit unexpected would happen. Oh and I almost forgot, if it’s on Mars we wont see Earth, home, anymore, it will just be a tiny shinning dot in the night sky and I think it will be complicated for everyone.
“Now let’s imagine Earth is pretty destroy, there’s no longer forest and wild animals, the pollution is everywhere and cause horrible new illness. The Earth we know no longer exist and you are choosed to go on a mission in space. Then I think it wont be this difficult anymore because Earth is no longer a peaceful place, it’s not a Home you want to go back to, I think that if it was me I would have remorse, maybe will I feel homesick to but it will quickly fade as I look at the infinite space and it’s promise about a better futur.
“And finally, if I never knew anything else than space, hearing people talking about Earth will just make me curious nothing more.”
They agreed on that but I know everyone is different, they wont have the same reaction as me, and this is why I love talking about such subjects. they makes you wonders how you would react in a totally differents situations as you are right now but the best are when we know the subjects will never be real because it force you to speculate about yourself.
Sometimes I think about the rovers and the deep-space probes we send in space, I imagine them drifting away further every day that pass.
Maybe I’m over-thinking but think it’s sad and sometimes a single tear run down my face I think of that, and it’s the same for stars dying and exploding into Supernovas, planet floating alone in deep space because they lose their solar systèmes, cold ans in the dark.
Yes I’m very sensitives, I hope you understand what I’m saying because It usually don’t make sense for the others.
It's about how the universe always finds a way to exist despite destruction and that betrayal can only exist if there is love, and that loosing hope is the same as a betrayal and that inherently we all love ourselves just a bit because if we didn't we could not even be desperate
It's about breaking the narrative and finally accepting that love is necessary to exist and that your life is not a given but a gamble
And that ultimately, there is always calm, even in an ongoing explosion, because the universe refuse to not love itself and since you are a part of it so do you
Today I wrote a poem, there is no to a little rhymes but in a way it is one of the most beautiful I wrote.
It's a thousand or so words and it's about hope.
Sadly I didn’t knew how to escape my life. all I wanted was to have time for me to take care of myself, be able to go on a long walk on the sea coast, in the park… my life wasn’t complicated, it was the opposite, my life was boring af. Get up, go to school, don’t stop working, stay awake late you have Homework, stay concentrate on your lessons, don’t complain… Welcome in high school !
i was to young to just go outside when I was feeling like going swimming or just ride away on my bike. For me everything felt boring : school ? boring, weekend ? boring, summer ? boring, automne, winter, spring ? BoRIng ! LIFE ? BORING !!!
I couldn’t stay enough concentrate to read or draw, even music and video games were on the edge ! I felt like I was going to explode into tears and cry, scream and punch the wall or my italian teacher’s face, break my phone with my bare hands, running away from my house and my family, climb on the rooftop and live there all at the same time.
On the halloween break I realise that I will never have time for me because life those days is about earning as much as you can and if I had to explain life quickly I would say : when you are 3 and until you are 18 you have to go to school to learn the basics then you can go for more years of school to obtain one or more degrees on speciality. now you have to find a job and work as hard as you can because you need money to live, you will work until you are to old to continu and now you have to survive with the money you have left until the day you die. when I will die on the “game over” screen i will see “congratulation you are dead and you waste your time ! Yay !”.
I know I sound so cynical but, hey, that’s sadly true.
Hello 👋 can we request our own OCs?
Hello ! Nice to see new people in here !
To answer your question and make it public : YES ! You can absolutely request your own OCs but...
Remember the quality of a request is lesser than one of a comission and the time I will take to make and complete the piece will be completely random ! It can take a long while !
With that disclaimer out of the way, it will realistically, at worse, take up to three weeks but I will keep you updated during the whole process! You can always ask me question during the whole process !
Do you even read something so bad, or play a game with terrible script and worldbuilding that you think "I'm not even good at writing but even I would do a better job ?" Yep, that was me when I was 14 and today I just finished writing my first book. Keep your eyes peeled because I fully intend to publish it !
This has nothing to do with my book but hell yeah ! COLOURS !!!!! Somehow it takes a lot of time to draw something like that, like 3hours or something.
I sat there. Silently. I said nothing when he sat next to me. We just stared in silence at what was in front of us. How should I describe that ? Light was a liquid, a see of stars and supernovae. Blindingly bright yet soothing to look at. It shifted like gentle wave under the breeze. I witnessed with my own two eyes the universe unfold all its mysteries. I watched in awe as the big bang happened again. We sat there witnessing the reinvention of time, of matter, of gravity, of life. It expanded until it broke and folded on itself until it vanished from existence and once again exploded into this incredible ocean of possibilities.
From the silence came his voice. "Why are you here?" He asked, and suddenly I heard the universe sing
"I do not know" I answered
"It's alright "
"Why are you here?" I asked
"Because the burden of life sometimes gets to heavy for my to lift it"
"So you come here to rest?"
"I am always here, it's just that sometimes I take a tangible form"
"Wouldn't it be heavier that way?"
"No. You humans do not carry this burden. I feel light when I am you"
"I do not feel so light when I am awake"
"Well come back here anytime you need then. You'll always exist here. You just need to remember it"
Here it is !! (albeit really late ) Linda from Samba de Amigo and Linda from Rio (2011).
I hope you like it @sambadewinx !
blog on hiatus?
Yes, um, hello everyone ! Finals are approaching and I am studying harder than ever to pass so everything is slow, dont worry the drawings are still something I wanna do its just...I aient got much time now...sorry
I wasn't expecting to be tagged on anything so soon but ty so much. Let's goooooo
Last song : Running with the wolves by AURORA
Last show : Hudson & Rex
Currently watching Young justice but I'm going on vacation so I will have to wait a bit T-T
Currently reading: A brief history of time and Exoplanets
Current obsession: Dc comics and justice league !So that was fun ! I'm tagging...@w0lf-kin @obstructed-birdsong @wolfyboi44705 @sootandfangdiary
nine people i want to get to know better
ty @lesbee-dee, @sewerkingcharlie & @thekidkelly for the tag!!
last song: sane by greentea peng
last show: nathan for you & x files
currently watching: WWDITS & all seasons of Drag Race airing rn
currently reading: all the lovers in the night by mieko kawakami (prob the best book i've read so far this year, recommend if u like japanese realism)
current obsession: planning a trip on my way home to Australia next year after spending the last 3 years in Japan (hyperfixation rly comes in handy when it comes to making itineraries, i fucking live for it)
i tag @milo-is-queer @kathleenbrash27 @heartshpedfx @sunnydregs @clumpofglitter @gayrights666 @trillgutterbug @charliekelly89 @brezideje if u want <3
Hum I’m not very present here…
I should find a reason to stay…
Well, well, well
If someone have an idea please let me know, I’m very open minded don’t be scared to tell me !
( I’m weird … XD)
struggling artist and dungeon master, also geologist and astronomer, I do some shit photography. ✨️REQUEST AND COMISSION OPEN✨️
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