I Am Not Accepting Anymore That "3d" Stands For A Disorder. It Is Not A Disorder For Me. It Is My Personal

71 hours

In this box is the key of the kitchen. I can't enter it. I will run afterwards and then leaving the house immediately. No chance to eat. Tomorrow the same. I could block the kitchen irreversible up to 99 hours, but I am not always alone...

quiet rules for quieter days

– choose discipline before desire. let control be the first bite.

– brush your teeth, then once more. mint tells hunger to wait outside.

– cold water fills the places where want once lived.

– chew until your thoughts dissolve, not the craving.

– let the scent satisfy. the will to say no is the real indulgence.

– move your limbs until the noise fades. burn to remember you’re alive.

– stand beneath cold water. reset. rinse the need from your skin.

– scroll the still bodies, the soft lines, the quiet frames. become the goal.

– let bitter coffee kiss your throat. green tea if the silence needs steeping.

– curl into the ache. breathe through it. you’ve done this before.

– remind yourself: it’s not about food. it’s about becoming less.

Happy not to eat and feel I never want to eat again

Recovering from a flu means being able to come back to @n@. And I missed her.

We're not like them. We're @na butterflies 🦋

- delicate, weightless, untouched by the heaviness of the world. While others sink,

we float. While they feed their cravings, we feed our willpower. We live on empty, on

quiet, on control. Our bodies are fragile, but our minds are sharp. They'll never

understand this beauty — the beauty of bones, the art of fading. We are not broken.

We are becoming. 🦋

Waking up and feeling dedicated and strong. I will fast the whole weekend, at least until Sunday. The goal is as everyday to purge away all superficial and diminish to pureness. But now I know I am not alone with it.

I agree, accept from diet coke. I believe that any artificial sweetener fucks the system up, which is not good. I don't think artificial sweets are dangerous generally, but giving a fasting body a sweet taste induced insuline activity and compromises the other good hormones. I keep to green tea as much as possible.

𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐢 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 🩰 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰

𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬

𝐆𝐞𝐭 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐢𝐭. 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬, 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐨 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐰. 𝐈 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐢 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫. 𝐔 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐱𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐮𝐩!

𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐣𝐮𝐦𝐩 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭. 𝐈𝐟 𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛!𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞, 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐂𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐜@𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐮𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐝𝐚𝐲, 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬, 𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩𝐬. 𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 "𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬" 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥.

𝐌𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐈𝐟 𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐢𝐭, 𝐮 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐢𝐭. 𝐂𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐚 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐮, 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐮𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐩𝐩 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨.

𝐃𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫. 𝐈𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐬. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐮𝐠𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐥𝐲, 𝐢 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲. 𝐈𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭. 𝐌𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐜𝐞

𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬. 𝐈𝐟 𝐮 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧. 𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞, 𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦, 𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐧 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭, 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬. 𝐈𝐟 𝐮 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐮𝐫 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐮𝐩, 𝐠𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞, 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭!

𝐒𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩. 𝐒𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞. 𝐒𝐨 𝐢𝐟 𝐮 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐮 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬, 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐧𝐚𝐩!

𝐁𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐬. 𝐀𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐨 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐬, 𝐢 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐠𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐦 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫, 𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲.

𝐙𝐞𝐫𝐨 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐮𝐠𝐚𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐠𝐮𝐦. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐠𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬. 𝐌𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐨𝐟𝐜, 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲.

𝐅𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐮 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭. 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐛!𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫, 𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐲𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐟𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐮 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐧. 𝐌𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐯 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐥𝐢𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐝 𝐜@𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭, 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐮𝐥. 𝐆𝐨 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐥𝐲!

𝐈𝐟 𝐮 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐬 𝐮, 𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐝 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐖𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐝𝐬, 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐣𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐬, 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐬, 𝐭𝐞𝐚, 𝐜𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐞.

𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐤 ♡

Crossed 55 kg and bmi 21 in the right direction after 84 hours fasting. But have a sore throat. No fever. How are your experiences with fasting when having a cold. I want to continue, basically

new rules just for me:

(im writing these here cause i hide tumblr on my phone so no one can find it)

1. no more than 500 cals a day

2. no liquid calories only water

3. vitamins and supplements every single day no exceptions

4. 10,000 steps a day

5. if youre eating a meal dont finish it

6. no snacking

7. home workouts every night before bed

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