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i hate food

but not in a way of just being picky or sum shit like just thinking about food makes me wanna throw up my insides out, when i eat i feel so dirty as if i rolled around in dirt. I despise it idk how ppl enjoy it

oh to look like this

I need to stop being so damn pathetic and starve this fat out of my body. I have to do it, I have to reach my goal.

Just saw an old picture of myself...why am I even alive atp?? 🐽

VERY unpopular opinion : it's so easy to restrict or too fast when you're busy

I for one was doing math and history/geography stuff for I don't know how long and literally forgot to eat for 3 DAYS 3 FUCKING DAYS

Uhhuhm anyway I lost liek 7 FUCKING POUNDS IN 3 FUCKING DAYS

*Keeps composure cuz she's a lady* uhum

I started seeing titty bone is ghat even a thing like the cell in which the organs are in prisoned (it legit looks like prison bars ) (don't ask how I know)

AND AND GUESS WHAT. I DIDNT LOOSE TITTY FAT WOOOHOOOOOOOO

I HAVE TITTY AND IM SKINNY

YO BITCH IS SLIM THICK AHAHAH

Again I stopped caring about food like 3 months ago and lost approximately 12kg so

in conclusion :keep yo ahh busy ho

Unpopular opinion: I would rather have a belly and no waist than a flat stomach and wide ribcage

Literally my life is beaches every single night messy buns and Christmas lights literally my life

the day i get to 115lbs im going to have the craziest shopping spree ever. if i could just never eat again.

legspo to kick off this fast

Things have been a bit hectic here lately, so I think I can manage a water fast hopefully!

72 hour fast starting today, I’ve decided.

So, a couple of days ago, I weighed myself and was only two pounds away from my lw. But then this week happened, and I didn’t do so well. I’m genuinely terrified to get on that scale. I know I gained, but if I see it in front of my face, I swear I’ll break down. Ugh, I’m so sick of having no control, somebody please send help.

My current affirmation^

In a competition of who can e@t less with my step sister (in my brain) I’m winning thank god

My retainer keeps me sane tbh, fixing my teeth, not allowed to e@t when they’re in. Fr the loml

If I go blonde I need to be at least 40 lbs lighter

Todays fuel

Did so good at the gym and only ate 200 c@ls today ♥️

Sophie is my favorite th!nspø

Today my sister told me she wouldn’t mind if I ⭐️ved myself, (I haven’t eaten a full mean in weeks) and now I know I need to be doing more bc that must mean she doesn’t see a difference…

I feel like such a loser when I eat.

Is it weird that one of my main things I’m exited for when I hit my gw is looking prettier while I’m driving? Like I have a small car and I feel like a clown right now, but when I’m small and dainty I will fit and be perfect. Idk

I will hit my gw by my birthday I will hit my gw by my birthday I will hit my gw by my birthday

I have an event to go to in a little less than a month. F@sting every other day for the next 20 days just to be able to enjoy it 💋💋

I love having the flu, like yes I get to sleep all day, taking long walks beacuse u need fresh air, and I have no appetite

I don’t think I’ve ever said this but my brother is like my favorite person, like he kinda annoys me, but like he knows everything, (ana/Mia/sh) and doesn’t tell our parents, like he doesn’t like it but he doesn’t snitch either. He’s so chill, and doesn’t chastise or lecture me, he’ll just be like ‘’You don’t eat? That’s corny bro.’’ And I love it. He’s literally so cool. We have the same humor too, and he’s only a year and a half older than me so we have the same experiences. It’s so cool being a teen with him. He’s lowk my twin.

guys i see the light at the end of the tunnel (i didn’t b1nge today after a whole month of eating literally everything)

I’ve been cvtting all afternoon..It’s so euphoric, but I always feel like I need to go deeper after a while bc it just doesn’t effect me in the same way. I’m always thinking about how much easier it will be to cvt when I’m thin.

I feel so pretty and empty after purging.

This shit is such a scam

The number goes down by a lot, body looks same

The number goes slightly up, AND I LOOK LIKE A ROTTING WHALE WTF

My life is a fucking joke, I just purged like 77cals. And my brother got suspended for 10 days, for buying 10 yarts. One day for each yart ig. LMAOO

I am Frances, she is me.